I hate my boyfriend. He's the most insensitive jerk on this planet and I keep getting attached to THOSE kind of fucking retards.. I don't know what's wrong with me. :( Maybe I'll find a nice boy here or something. Who knows.
All I know is I'm tired of people taking advantage of my being nice. It frustrates me how there's so many people in the world who are willing to do WHATEVER it takes to make people happy but then it's never ever enough.
I'm tired of arguing, crying and worrying about why the fuck he doesn't talk to me for two days straight. And this guy says he wants to marry me. Fuck him.